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Tuesday, May 13th, 2008
4:45 am	It's a Diamond! Did u guys check out HTC's webby? OH MY!!!! HTC is coming up with the HTC touch Diamond!!! i want!!! (I CHANGED MY MIND! I SAW THE HTC RAPHEAL!!! so chio!!)  makes me want to throw my Samsung F700 into the TOILET BOWL NOW lah!!! rar. i feel like an idiot. never mind, when it comes out... see wads the price and response of the phone first. Then i'll save and CHANGE PHONE AGAIN!!!! yippieeee!! erm. sigh.  it means a hole in the pocket lah! >,< Current Mood: silly (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 12th, 2008
5:32 am	THE LONG AWAITED post.... MUMMYYYYY!!  it's all FINALLY over. my current semester grades aren't anything forward looking for. in fact, i dun wish to know what results would be coming out! >,< sometimes, things are better left unspoken off. Anyway after my exam, i met ah ma with shar. ah ma and i went to try eyelash extension! well, i have barbie doll eyelashes for now!  i hope it doesn't drop off anytime soon man.... I managed to get relif from retail therapy as well... over the past few days/ week, i've got myself quite a handful of things! - My irritatingly chio and really irritating phone, Samsung F700. - iTouch 32GB!!!!! at a good rate!! - new heels - new nail polish - new infra polaroid printer! - a "high life" KL holiday  okay, dats all i've got.....not alot, but enough to burn a hole in my pocket!! time to get busy with my work.. well, i miss my crazy colleagues! oh well, I AM THE CRAZY ONE MOST of the time though. hahahahahha... i also decided to join Gideon at Fitness First!!!! well, a hundred bucks a month to start jian fei-ing won't harm. It shall be my small investment!! hohoho, anyone wants a free trail membership?  heh. i've had time to sit and think as well. of the future, about certain issues. i seriously need to talk to u.. i don't understand what's going on anymore. u r getting further away from where u used to be. it seems,  i've lost u..or am i just lost in my own thoughts? Do men really mean what they say most of the time?  or is it reflexes for certain situations? I don't know, all i wanted was to find love, be loved, and to love as i have been loved. is it all that hard? Love itself is not complicated. Men itself causes  relationships and love to become complicated. it's all in the head. No i cannot or i can't.. it's all because U DON'T WANT. u know, it's fine to say," I don't want us to be together" ....not " we can't be together"  neither is " i Can't seem to put my all into this relationship"  or "i can't commit" .... IT IS ALL BECAUSE..... U DON"T WANT!!!!!!! excuses! be it ladies or men. don't drag matters of the heart. U r the one that makes everything so DARN COMPLICATED. getting more agitated as i think of it. Assholes.  why can't people be more initiative. or in fact, why can't men be more initiative? u know i just read an article of a man KILLING his own daughter. JUST BECAUSE SHE IS INFATUATED WITH AN ANGMOH! wth. go read for more info:  http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2008/may/11/iraq.humanrights My God, he even said she deserves to die lah!! EXCUSE ME, life wasn't a choice of yours even as parents. IT'S ALL GOD's DECISION. omg, that bastard wasn't even locked up or smthing. I shall wish him the best of luck in his own so called "HEAVEN". Poor girl. If my father had attempted to kill be becoz of dat. he would have to pay some price as well. KARMA.  what comes around, GOES AROUND. I'm waiting for Ah mon to design my layout for my new blog... Hmmm, i'm waiting excitedly!! heehee. I can't believe i'm still awake dat this time.. bt yes, it's only because i've got work. so the panda with long lashes is still awake!! OH OH! Happy mother's day mama... i heart u, u heart meeeee... Weeee are happy family! lol. i'm going bonkers!! tata!! hearts all u special ones of mine!   Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
8:15 pm	i smell Holiday.. it has been confirmed! i'll be going to KL with Shar and 2 of her frens! 30th May till 3rd June.. yippie!! though it's not anywhere special or wad, i just wana get out of SG! anyway, we'll be stayin at Westin, if lucky, we can get to stay in the Suite!! i wana do shopping.. tmr is my marketing paper.. But. i've gt no mood..  sigh.. wad is happening!!!! i dun wan to Fail. yelpppppp~~ Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 19th, 2008
6:38 pm	Motivation! Oh Oh oh!!! i've got things to look forward to after my exams!! Yippie!! 9th May - outing with the girls 10th May - Meeting shu shu to go get paint for my room 13th May - a trip to IKEA, anyone wana join in? 16th & 17th May - Room revamp!! 19th May - Public Holiday!! yay..erm, i haven't thought of what i would do..preferably family time 20th May - Might be bringing my little boy out, and from 3pm to 7pm, my new bed and pillow will arrive!!  ( which reminds me, i wana search for silky bed sheets!) 23rd May - free in the evening, lets see what i can do...Hmm. alright, for the time being, scheduals up to the 20th are more or less confirmed.. any bookings to go anywhere? OH YA... BINTAN Angsana holiday!! i'm going to SPA! yippie! anyone wana come along? drop me an sms. yay. oh my. i've got to go back to my books, i think i've wandered off too far for now. wish me luck!! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Friday, April 11th, 2008
6:14 pm	i don't like it when it rains in the morning... only... when i have to get out of bed. i wana snuggle in bed so much more when it's dark and cooling.. snuggling in bed with pooh and eeyore... yumm. which brings me to my new topic.... -i need to get a new bed soon. -re-paint my room, grey and a few pink strips. -and of course, re-furnish the whole damn room. new room, new life. I dunno how to link it.. but my moods will change with the environment. Shu shu's coming back from the US soon!  My lil darling sister says she will be painting with me, and no one else is suppose to do it but her. lol. i miss that little girl. i miss the 7 dwarfs too.. anymore outing before the next person's birthday?  we could go out besides the usual bday outings man. i'm stuck between many things! yelp! -buying an iTouch -getting a new phone, Nokia 6500 or Sony Ericsson W580i or W910i? -getting a holiday trip -learning diving -joining my school's wake boarding cca -getting info on conversion from full time studies to pt time studies -getting ahead of my feelings my my, what a list. actually there's more la. BUT i should stop here. LOL. i miss u, u..u... not u..u...or u.... lalalala~  u're always on my mind... Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
8:34 pm	it's time. Have you ever sat down one day.. settling all your thoughts, what you want to do in life someday thinkings,  issues you don't wana face now but you have to face in the future.. Today as i was sitting in office, it just hit on me.. i haven't really started thinking about what i want to achieve in the future. - getting my degree in 2010 - getting married - honeymoon - leading a carefree life - having my family commitments.... the later part would kinda sound scary. so i wish to stop my thinking here. having said all those, i still wana have time to travel and play.. of course, i have to put time aside to study for my exams that are coming in 2 weeks.. after that, having time to work and play.. i hope i could take a short trip somewhere.. i wana learn diving as well.. so firstly, i need to brush up on learning how to tread water before i start sinking into the deep ocean. lol. it's funny cause i'm starting to have funny thoughts.. next i wana go on a short trip.. i need some power-up lazing around time before battling for my next semester. following this would probably be joining SIM's wake boarding club. It's time to start learning what i want to.. These are just short term plans.. if anyone happens to take interest, join me!! alright,  back to now.  no more thoughts on the following future!  loves. Current Mood: thoughtful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 8th, 2008
10:59 pm	it's been sometime.. It has been sometime since i last blogged.  i've been wanting to start a new blog. one that i can design the background with. but it seems like i dun have the time to do so... so i shall continue blogging here.. i really am looking forward to having a simple life.. but it seems like my life's in a mess now. not refering to anyone, but i'm talking mainly about myself. i don't feel like the old me. i feel lost. i need a break from all the nonsense.  Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
10:48 am	all i wana do....is find a way back into LOVE Why is it that difficult recieve or give something simple... all i ever wanted, was just to be loved.  Do humans have to think of the complicated?  we only have one life to live, make the best out of it, shouldn't we? now, it seems just far, making a fool out of myself. all i wana do....is find a way back into LOVE. Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but i just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end Oh oh oh There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end Current Mood: melancholy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
12:26 am	PLEASE HELP ME CHECK THIS OUT!! Hey people! I've got a new blog selling valentine's day flowers! It'll be cheaper than the florists and of course, it will be nicely wrapped by me! Please check this out: www.charpalang.blogspot.com Thanks! you can place orders with me asap!  =) Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
7:51 am	I'm back from Sapa and Halong Bay. Sapa was Good, but quite disappointing as i didn't have mai lan as my guide!! another guy that looked like my dad took us around though, and he is not too bad as well! The air in Sapa was very cold... Brrr. Bathing was always a problem. but i still take my baths everyday! Sleep on the train to and fro was very enjoyable as well.. like i said, the train ride rocks me to slp.. Sapa, i wana go back to climb the moutain. Anyone wana come along? haha. Halong Bay was beautiful.. i love lazy vacations. i was sitting and lazing on the deck chair while getting a tan and at the same time i got some cold wind blowing. definatly spent time with myself, with alot of things in my head. I had learnt quite a fair bit on this trip.. i wouldn't wana bring my family back here. they are too troublesome to handle. well, they were ruining my "summer holiday". hehe. im just joking. anyway Halong Bay is also very cold when there is no sunlight. my toes were freezing back at Sapa and now at Halong Bay. I am afraid of the cold, but it would be nice, to have a warm hand holding onto me. well, it was a simple thought. The stars in the sky is unexplainable as well.. lying on the top deck, gazing at the thousands of stars made me a happy girl.. something feels missing though.. i wonder what.. hanoi is definatly a place i would want to come back to.. Golden Sun would be a place that i wana stay at.. Everyone's so so nice!! i will definatly miss... - Mrs Moon(hotel boss) - the receptionists - the dirty little streets - crossing the road and waiting for the bikes to avoid you - lazing around like no one's business - drinking hot choco with the cool air around you. - Ahn - shopping and eating as i was in the lift last night after saying good bye to Ninh, i felt tears swelling up in my eyes... somehow, i know i didn't feel like leaving. but, the time has come.. to say good bye. So i shall. i love this little noisy city. a correction, the horn-y city. I WILL MISS EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. *photos will be posted after i get back from....Beijing? =p* Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 25th, 2007
11:29 pm	simplicity it's a tiring day today. my legs are tired. my brain is tired. my aunts, uncle and cousins have arrived at the hotel. brought them to dinner. they are, quite hard to appease. anyway i hope they will be more easy to handle tmr onwards. tomorrow i'll be leaving for Sapa at night. i like that place. so nice, so peaceful, so cooling. i can't wait to see MaiLan tomorrow! she's my tour guide the last time i came! i've gt her a little gift, so i hope she'll like it alot! (= i like the life here. very very simple. Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
10:56 am	the high life. Slept in late this morning, as i snuggled in bed i was just thinking to myself. Well i was more of day dreaming. i know i can get used to buy and shopping without bothering about how much i spend. i know i can get used to walking around the streets here and not get lost. i know i can enjoy the view every night while sipping some hot tea or fruit juice. i know i can get used to being greeted every morning when i get to the lobby. well, enough of the thoughts. yesterday i had a long day.. sitting and lazing in the sun while on the " sampan". we were being rowed down the long river for an hour and it took us another hour to get back to shore. How nice. anyway, today we'll be going to the wholesale area today. shop shop shop! yippieeeee! im a lil princess! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Friday, November 23rd, 2007
11:37 pm	a relaxing day... today, i was awaken by mummy's call at 8+... got up and went to have breakfast on the top floor. it was nice eating on the top floor, with the cool wind blowing around. so relaxing. after breakfast, i went back to the room to change. went walking ard and started shopping... bought quite a few items today! retail therapy is good.. we ate at a stall, so cheap! almost $1 per person! heeee. i'm loving it here. so cool, so carefree. nothing to worry about! princess life. of course, nothing to worry because.. mummy's the queen as well as the sponserer. hehehe. we had coffee with Ahn, a guy from the hotel.. took some pics too..shall upload again when im back in singapore. tomorrow's going to be a long day... time to hit the sack! gt to be ready by 8am!! enough said. the princess is tired. hee. night people!! Current Mood: relaxed (Comment on this)
12:05 am	City of Horns i've reached! terrible budget airlines.... tsk tsk. im gg to start complaining... my flight was suppose to depart at 5.35... i ended up departing at 8.20... ARGH. horrible. dats wad u get when u go by BUDGET. well. the service is pretty good though. hahaha. upon reaching and getting into the cab that came to pick us up... i was happy when i found myself back to the relaxing days i had when i was back here in April... well... once we hit the roads.... i know im back in the city of horns.... hahaha. well i still love Hanoi. it's aircon everywhere! so so niceeeee! ahhahaahh. alright. im vv tired from all the waiting! gg to bed.... im a really happy happy girl tonight! =) Current Mood: pleased (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
1:43 am	holiday time! i'm leaving today... and i haven't finished packing.. muahaha. well..maybe dats me. i can't wait to go to Hanoi! i need to relax... enuf of work. im just a pt timer... so stop givin me tons of impt things to do! i need to spend some time loving myself... so happy dat my new hair do seems to be more "popular" now.. "egyptian" some ppl say. "doll" the others say. well..who cares. i love my hair now! busy busy packing, busy busy arranging time for meet ups... too little time for hoilday i must say. tsk tsk. i need to keep in touch with everyone...but. quite impossible. but im still gonna make the best out of this hoilday.. i'll be back on 2nd Dec midnight... meeting Windy on the 4th!! miss my jie jie! shanghai & beijing here i come on the 5th Dec midnight! hope i dun freeze too much too. i haven't got any gloves or Coats!!! =( no time to buy.. SIGH. I'll be back stuck in SG after the 20th Dec... hmmm. i hope i get my new PA job. hope the pay will be gd too. Hee. oh.. today i went to ichiban at the esplanade.. celebrated Rijun's bday.. hope dat gurl's happy with today's outing! quite cheap i must say... or we didn't eat much? OH OH! i had quite a surprise today! wenqi's back from aust!!! wooohooo! i must try to meet her up one day. why has everyone seemed to stopped blogging? hmmm... busy i guess. i wonder wad happened to my meekia. somehow i lost my bowl of meekia. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 11th, 2007
11:14 pm	a night in Hyatt one night in hyatt. in JB. it was fun! shar and i were like lil princesses. we got to go to the executive lounge! we were served with drinks and food... we drank but didn't eat. LOL. food served in the executive lounge zi lian photo.. anyway..i had a great time. if there's a chance, i wana go back there again! im lazy to load the rest of the pics... so... too bad. another day! Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
11:29 pm	time to start working. YAY! my examinations are all over! weeeee!! happy girl. hmm. but it's time to work hard for now. earn money to go for my holiday... oh!! i've finally got a class to teach!!! permanently!!!!! woooooooo! thank God for that! heh. 15 more days to leaving for Hanoi. im so excited! i wana relaxxxx. haven't been spending time with myself.... soon it'll be time to do that. anyway,  tmr i meetin my poly mates! most of them would be present, excluding those that can't make it... hope we'll have a fun time!! gg Waraku for lunch den gg to KTV!!! muahahahhaha. it's been quite some time since i last saw them.... hahaha this was like super long ago man. 2 yrs back? well time has gone.. uni ain't as fun as it seems..... i must make more new friends next sem!!! i must! hahahaha. im tired. my brain is exhausted. Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Monday, November 5th, 2007
3:25 am	middle life... Yesterday.. after church.. i went to.. WARAKU!!!! for dinner. oh my. the udon is so so QQQQQQQQ! i've never realy liked udon. i dunno y also... but after gg there with my frens... i feel like gg back! i also feel like goin to IKEA for their meatballs! hehe. oh. sudden thought of white wine. slurrp. i can't seem to get any of OB into my head..... today i met my ngee ann FYP mate.. she's in the same course as me but she's in 2nd yr... she told me OB has a high rate of failures.. SIGH. i dun wana worry. i must not. help me overcome my unbelif. anyway, tmr im gg to Hyatt to study. i must get at least half the book into my head. i MUST. =( im tired. time to go snuggle in bed with the lil 3 loves. yawn... Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
2:38 am	feeling like this. it's been quite a while since i last feel like this. i can't explain it exactly,  it cannot be diagnosed too. hmmm. last night i stay over at Big Jo Jo's house.. dat lil sunshine really is a spolit radio once again. he's rashes are gg down, hence he's a lil grumpy.. but this morning he sounded happy to see me slpin on his's mummy's bed... he did something real sweet. he climbed onto the bed and kissed me gently on my cheek and said, "ah yi, Gud morning! wake up, lets go.. please come..." that really made my day man.. warm fuzzy feeling! but... i was really tired, and i din feel like gettin up... he went on saying... "ah yi ah yi ah yi ah yi ah yi....wake up" this was repeated. over and over again.. faint. im sry my lil sunshine. ah yi was really feelin tired. anyway, went to study today, oh my, did sudoku more den OB. someone pls help me. decided to go meet en en and wee wee for dinner... so we made our way to JE, on the way i saw smthing... lol...it was SMART Boi... so funny, y wud he wana put dat??????? zzzzzzzzz   SO we went to meet wee wee and en en for dinner with shar... continue to study after dinner... we managed to study till 9! all becoz the library was closing.. so... we went to lot 1 to mugg. end up? they ate ice cream and i had my cup corn w/o butter! yum yum! reached home... caught up with my 9pm show... it's super funny man. i like it! shar gt me addicted to yahoo auctions la. ONLINE SHOPPING. it's deadly. i shall be strong to resist the temptation. someone please steal the mouse in my hand!!!!!! heart itchy itchy, eyes blink blink. think think, close window. LOL. anyway, i had a long day. i need to hit the sack nw. *knock knock* im coming home! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 1st, 2007
8:17 am	kill it. im gg to kill the computing paper this morning. yes. with his help. i can do it! after that paper, i need to sleep. tired! i guess saying too much is nt dat gd as i thought. sometimes, i think it's better to shut it. BYE! Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)